I'm back with another blogpost, again not knowing exactly what to write about, but I've found out that I kinda like it when I just start writing and then I'll see where it goes. It is now 19:40 and I should be studying my maths right now, hell I should've been studying it for the entire afternoon. But instead I decided to start up my laptop and kill the time until my favourite show comes on at 20:30. I know I'm in trouble. I know that tomorrow when that test is in front of me, I'll panic and start getting very nervous. But sometimes you just get into those moods, where you're like "fuck it all" and you just want to have an afternoon/evening for yourself. Nothing school or work related, just doing what you want. And yeah, having one of those. The good thing is that at my school you can make two of your tests again, when you get a bad grade or something. So that has been the solution I've gone for. Don't do anything study-related, just take one of those. Maybe it's a bad thing though, that I can calm myself with that and won't do a lot of effort to get those calculations in my head. All I know for sure is that procrastination is happening, and it happens a lot.
I'm one of those people who can't cope with stress very well, so whenever there is a lot for me to do at once, I get panicy and anxious. My solution to that is procrastination. Which will give me even more stress eventually, but I don't care at that point. I mean, I'm writing a blogpost right now while I should be studying AND I DON'T EVEN FEEL STRESS YET. No, that stress will come tonight or tomorrowmorning, when I realise I'll have a test to make which I don't know ANY of the answers to.
On the other hand, in my opinion, procrastination could be a good thing as well. If I wouldn't procrastinate, I would just go on and on and on with all the things I have to do. The fact that I will finish all my homework and stuff in time is very good, but I will probably get a mental breakdown after a while for just not doing anything besides work. Maybe that one afternoon of procrastination, where your brain just doesn't want to co-operate and you don't feel like doing anything, *Insert Bruno Mars song* is the thing that keeps you going without breaking down. It'll get you into some stress afterwards, but at least you got your me-time. And to be honest, I procrastinate a lot, but it has never happened to me that that got me into trouble because I really could not find a way to finish my work. I know I'm probably just rambling on and that all what I'm saying is just straight up stupid, but it is what I think of it sometimes. Then again it could also just be another excuse to procrastinate a bit more.
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Then on a WHOOOLE other note, I would like to ask YOU, who is reading this right now, whether you like reading my blog, read it everytime I update it or you're just looking at it because I told you so, (heehee) what you want to see me do on this blog. I want to do more fun stuff, like reviews, me testing stuff, favourites, Q&A's, tags, and stuff like that. I just don't know WHAT to do next. So pleaaaase comment what you think is fun to read or send it to me on twitter, since you're probably here because I asked you to take a look :'). (@SuggyForDeyes)
Also please comment or send me what you think of this blog. What do you think I should change, and what do you think of the way I write? If you've read all the way through, thank you so much and I hope you'll read the next posts I put online as well. c: